What happens in your life?

You can see it yourself. Whatever happens in your life is what you want!

I want IT to be done.
I want IT not to be done.

Just check your life and see that every time "IT" has been done. The universe (or GOD for you, or existence for some) does not listen to NOT (negativity) and everthing is done as per your thoughts.

If you believe 100% what you think, say and act, the only thing to happen in this world is that your thought will become reality.